Bryan...

I really don't know what to say right now... Just feel so shocked and numb... Bryan Chiel Yee Hao, my high school friend whom I know since Form 1 left me... And it was a tragic hit-and-run accident...

LORD, why do you have to do this??? But again, who am I to question You, for You made him and me... I just hope that he served and glorified You with his 20 years of life...

Even though I'm not that close to him, but I can still remember his face vividly... Even though we didn't talk much after Form 1, but I still see him as a good friend because he was a good and smart man... Even though, I've never seen him since we left high school, I still remember him for who he was... Even though he is no longer here now, he dwells inside me now...

He was like a brother to me, his kindness, his size, his sportsmanship, his basketball talents, his intelligence, his charming smile, his bald hair, his manly voice, everything seems to be showing up in my head now...

I really want a time machine to go back to Form 1 and share the gospel with him in order to destroy the guilt that I have now!!! Why didn't I know the gospel earlier?! Though I'm not sure if he needed to hear it but that's all I can do and could've done...

Bryan, you have truly been a great friend who made a mark in our lives...

http://pressrepublican.com/0100_news/x74676263/Police-investigating-fatal-accident

I shall never forget today-the day when a good man whom I know of has left me...

LORD all I can hope for now is that you will have mercy on this kind soul even if he didn't know you...

Goodbye dear friend...

Christian and politics???

If you're a Christian and you have time to kill, just click the link below:

http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=/2010/9/19/lifefocus/6880606&sec=lifefocus

Can Christian and politics work together or are they mutually exclusive or they depend on one another???

Tell me what do you think about it after that...hahaha!!!

Awesome holiday!!!

It's been a good holiday until now!!! So happy throughout these few days(since Friday), because I've learnt a lot about God!!! Went to Word Works on Isaiah on Friday and Saturday... I feel so joyful reading Isaiah now... Really need to admit that I was so lost when I first read Isaiah before the conference but it all makes more sense now...

Then, enjoyed Evangelistic Sunday though I really have no idea how to talk to RC... Thank God for pointing out my problem!!!

Went for Don Carson's conference at Tropicana on Monday and Tuesday... Understood the parable of Good Samaritan PROPERLY!!! I emphasized on the word 'properly' because there was this pastor that came to CF on 1 Friday and he misused that same text and it was heretical just by listening and reading the text even though I have to admit that I got the text wrong after reading it myself... The worst thing was, he ended by 'don't preach the gospel...' This shows how sad Malaysia is now, so much more work to do!!!

After understanding it properly, I had a great rebuke from the sermon... How often do we justify ourselves??? Thank God for the cross, people!!!

Lastly, just wanna quote John Newton which was mentioned by Carson: "I am not what I ought to be, I am not what I want to be, I am not what I hope to be in another world; but still I am not what I once used to be, and by the grace of God I am what I am..."

LORD, please open up more eyes and ears to come to you!!!