Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Wisdom of the Corinthians...

Reading 1Corinthians again and again just makes me go crazy... Why is Paul such a smart apostle, or rather why is God so sharp in identifying the problems(see what i mean by going crazy)... Why are the Corinthians so dumb? Why are we so like the Corinthians? Why am I so dumb? gah...

1Cor2:15-3:9
The spiritual person judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one. For who has understood the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?” But we have the mind of Christ.But I, brothers,1 could not address you asaspiritual people, but as bpeople of the flesh, ascinfants in Christ. dI fed you with milk, not solid food, for eyou were not ready for it. And even now you are not yet ready, for you are still of the flesh. For while there is fjealousy and strife among you, are you not of the flesh and behaving only in a human way? For gwhen one says, “I follow Paul,” and another, “I follow Apollos,” hare you not being merely human?
What then is Apollos? What is Paul? iServants through whom you believed, jas the Lord assigned to each. kI planted, lApollos watered, mbut God gave the growth. So nneither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives the growth. He who plants and he who waters are one, and each owill receive his wages according to his labor. For we are pGod's fellow workers. You are God's field, qGod's building.

Why are there so many divisions? Why is it that people are so blind that they think people just like to follow a particular group or a person? Worse still, why do we always think that Calvinism is following John Calvin or whatever... If there's only one baptism, one faith, why is that we can't talk about it? Why is that we just like to avoid conflict and not talk about our differences? 

If there's only one Bible and one Lord, why would there be differences or rather why can the differences be at two extremities? It just doesn't make much sense does it?

And by avoiding all these, are we not just adapting the worldly wisdom of wanting to pursue peace and harmony? If that was the goal, why did the Reformation ever happen then? And mind you, if the Reformation didn't happen, we wouldn't be having our bibles right now(which MIGHT REDUCE THESE PROBLEMS THOUGH)... 

If we truly profess that we're Christians, why do treasure or place worldly wisdoms before us? Like piling ourselves up with books or researches or medical stuffs or movies or all kinds of crap? Is not the bible the source of wisdom? ahhh...

The worse thing is to be able to identify ourselves with the Corinthians... Notice the passage up there with the bolded text... Yup, you did not see it wrongly, the 'But' after the fullstop is included!!! And that's the gist of the stupidity that we have...

Look up the verses again... Paul is saying the spiritual person judges ALL THINGS EVEN ANGELS IN CHAPTER 6... WHY??? Because we have the MIND OF CHRIST!!! And then in chapter 3, he starts with a big BUT!!! 

Gosh, imagine when you were in the best class in school, the whole school knows that everyone in the class scores at least 95/100, and on results day, your teacher says all of you did well, BUT... Yeah, it's that kind of tone!!! Imagine, Paul has been affirming their identity in Christ in Chapter 1 and in Chapter 3 he started with a big BUT!!! 

And what was the 'but' for? It was because they were still immature and pursuing worldly wisdom!!!

Ahhhhhhh... How hard it is to be mature... Lord please help us to love your Word and renew our minds through it so that we can mature and live appropriately as eschatological beings...

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Sin of hypocrisy...

Hypocrisy... How often do you feel like you're a hypocrite??? I feel that i'm one quite often...

I can pray for something and not mean it... i.e. pray that i will be diligent in reading the work yet i can use my time to enjoy and do other things in a conscious mind that 'i will do it later' WHICH NEVER HAPPENS...

I can say that God is my everlasting joy and yet not want to read His word to continue bathing in this everlasting fountain of joy...

I can say that I love God and even sing gospel-centered songs and yet not have the heart to want to know Him better through His revealed WORD...

I know that the gospel is THE best news that any living being on earth can have, yet i still can't change it as my instinct...

I know that God is the one who saves, and yet often in ministry i often think of ways to save the person with my own hands...

I know that all is meaningless and will be gone one day, and yet i seek pleasure in doing nonsense...

I know that emotions are pretty scary to follow, yet at times i still do so...

I know that the essence of unity is truth from God's Word, yet there are certain false unity that i hold on to...

I know that i'm an eschatalogical being who is supposed to live like i'm in heaven(worshipping God) yet i still want to take control of certain things...

I know that suffering is good for my sanctification yet i want to run away from it...

I know that pride is a killer yet i don't feel like being a humble servant...

I know that there's so much that I know and don't know, but i'm not acting like what i'm supposed to be...

Thank God for 1Corinthians to show me of how justified sinners like myself are still worthless without God's redeemed work and wisdom being revealed to me...

Gah!!!!!!!!! If only, our brains were to be a blank piece of paper with no presuppositions and just let the Bible program it...

LORD, help us all...