Pondering or rather dreaming...

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!! Few more weeks left before trials and I'm online at this time!!! What is wrong with me???!!! Screw it... Damn... Gotta start hardcore studying from tomorrow onwards so that history won't repeat itself...

I feel all the pressure but I still have some playing-disease in me which I can't inhibit it FOR THE MOMENT... Speaking of playing, I seriously hope that I can celebrate Sam and Kwan Siong's birthday this month(don't blame me if I'm not there!!!), and if possible I can still get good grades... haha!!! Too ideal to happen, but what's life without hope??? Thank god that this disease isn't going to get any worse, because the worse was during last year!!!

God, heal me please!!! It's fine if you don't heal me though, but please bless me!!! I need Lady Luck so badly...

And now I shall meet you in my dreams... See you there...