Perseverance...

I'm getting very sick of this stupid place already!!! Mainly because of my freaking parents!!! aaaaaahhh... He keeps thinking that whatever he knows is correct therefore he rejects Christianity because what he knows is not the whole picture(which he thinks it is)... aaaahhh... I just don't know how long can I hold this within me...

My sinful heart has always been saying 'shut up and stop talking, just die and go to hell, then you'll know what's right and wrong'... So I really thank God for the cross otherwise I'll be heading to the same place as he is... ahhhhh...

Here are the naive and vulnerable points that he brought out:

-Christianity was formed because Jesus and His disciples did stuff on their own so whatever happened, happened within themselves

-Then the scriptures were written by the 12 apostles

-Then he just asked Him 2 rise again....

-All other religions are documented as well

-History has never recorded buddhism fighting against each other but Christians fought before...

-The usual arguement of if Jesus is God why didnt he come down from the cross...

I processed all the answers in my brain as soon as he finished his 'smart' questions, but I just kept quiet, maybe it was because of my sinful nature of not wanting to share to him, or maybe I just know that he wasn't expecting answers instead he was trying to disprove the truth...

Lord please guide me!!! Thank you...