Speechless...

I feel very sad today... Not because of exams which is in less than 2 weeks time but because of my conversations with my mom... I've been trying really hard to show her what Christianity really means since don't know when and yes it might be because I never rely and trust in God that He will work in her, but I just don't know what more to say...

Every time she will bring back the same arguments and it just makes me wonder whether she really got and thought about what we talked the previous time... The gospel is just so clear and logical despite the IWoG, that I don't know how to add on to what I had just said anymore...

If only my tears can win unrepentant hearts for You, I'd go blind daily... I really wish that this could happen... Oh well, God is sovereign...

And I seriously have no idea how the heck can someone live without God... Yes, you might feel good when you sin after all who would like to be controlled by someone else, but in knowing God, there's a greater joy than everything else, and best of all you actually have nothing to lose... By sinning, you lose everything... You lose your true identity and purpose of being on Earth...

This Advent season is just really driving me crazy in a good theological way that I just keep thanking God for His IWoG of sending His own Son- The Man Jesus Christ to die for our sins...

Food for thought: Did God send His own Son to the cross just to cleanse our sinful flesh??? This sounds so man-centered, or is there a bigger picture to it???

After pondering over this, I hope that you will view the cross in a different way... That's what I learnt from John and Isaiah thus far...